secret #1

i secretly love skateboarding.

advice #1

bloggers: you shouldn't feel like you have to post everyday, posting something everyday is a real commitment. if you have a blog (like me) just for fun & to do what you love and show it you should be able to post whatever you want when you want, nothing has to be consistent. (keeping up with your blog would be a good idea though). posting a few times a week or even a few times a month is good. i always thought that i would have to think of something everyday to post on my blog so it would become more popular & kids would ACTUALLY like it. people are going to like your blog because its interesting, funny, advice worthy, creative, and made by you. (:

love, lex

new. who knew?

NEW HEADER IS UP. ive been trying to find the perfect thing for a week! & finally something showed up. (:
upcoming: a lot of new posts i have prepared for the new school year!! (:

things i love

things i love

chocolate covered strawberries

the wind in your hair

the feeling of being loved

lake minnetonka

that one sweatshirt you always wear

long hugs

good books

the smell of coffee shops

the sound of waves crashing

waking up with unread text messeges

friendship

songs that make you want to dance

being happy , carefree

lemonade

photography

a lot of bracelets

making wishes at 11:11

watching sunsets

coloring in coloring books

smiley faces (:

waking up at noon

the country

hotel beds

hearts and roses

forget the past, look forward to the future.

i absolutely cannot believe how fast my summer went, plus my middle school years.. it all just flew by. i don’t think anyone should think that they wasted their summer, but that they saved up energy for a brand new year. highschool. ahh. can you believe it? i surely cant, well maybe a little. (: i am so excited to meet new people but still be close with my old friends.. see everyone from elementary school all grown up. haha it sounds silly but i cant wait. i am also hoping to really find who i am & what i want to be through highschool, that’s one thing important to me. I also just want to do great in my studies, sports & have great friendships and a great relationship. I know there are going to be rough patches and different paths to take, but I guess Ill just have to see what comes my way.

love, lex

there is no life without love.

there is no life without love.

id like to make myself believe...

music: be inspired.

show em' what you got.

represent.

peace love & happiness.

fairytale.

love, lex

retro & vintage

inspiration: neat mix

I Miss You

that should be me - justin bieber
music explains everything that happens in my life.


Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreadin' 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me, That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me
That should be me

You said you needed a little time from my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working cause you know

That that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong I can't go on
'Till you believe
That should be me

I need to know should I fight for love
Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain is my heart

Ooh Ooh

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me

Holding your hand
That should be me
The one making you laugh (oh baby oh)
That should be me

That should be me
Giving you flowers
That should be me
Talking for hours
That should be me (that should be me)
That should be me

That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
I never shoulda let you go
That should be me

when you fall in love with her, tell her.

tell her how much you admire her, always tell her you love her at all times, when shes upset hold her tight, pick her over all the other girls you hang out with, play with her hair, pick her up tickle her and wrestle with her, just talk to her, tell her jokes, bring her flowers just because, hold her hand and run, just hold her hand, throw pebbles at her window at night, let her fall asleep in your arms, sing to her no matter how awful you sound, get her mad at you then kiss her, give her piggy back rides, push her on swings, tell her she looks beautiful, when she sad stay on the fone with her, even if shes not saying anything, look into her eyes and smile, kiss her on her forehead, slow dance with her even if there is no music, kiss her in the rain, and when you fall in love with her, tell her.

its all about the summer time

summer of ten
i could listen to this song all summer long (:
-- TOP 5 SONGS OF MY SUMMER

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[weird video, love the song]
5.


this summer is all about friendships. family. relationships. & just living your life

alittlebitofeverything. icons (:

song of the day .

love this song & the music video, adorable (:

inspiration - bracelets

country music [inspirational]

"our song is the slamming screen door, sneakin' up late tapping on your window when your on the phone and you talk real slow cause its late and your mama dont know. our song is the way you laugh the first date 'man i didnt kiss her but i should have' & when i got home before i said amen, asking god if he could play it again" [our song - taylor swift

"others who broke my heart they were like northern stars, leading me on my way into your loving arms; this much i know is true that god bless the broken road that lead me straight to you" [god bless the broken road - rascal flatts]

you never say hey or remember my name ;

& its probably cause you think your cooler than me .

your not better than anyone else , and no one is better than you . your just you . so before you give yourself a label you should know who you are . a few days ago i got a question on my formspring [http://www.formspring.me/alexxapudil] saying how they appreciate me because im a " good popular person " and understand losers . first of all , i wouldnt label myself as popular . yes i am friends with many " populars " but no one should be labeled . again , no one should be labeled or be labeling anyone else . who cares who your friends with ? what your families like ? what sports you play ? if you play any sports ? what you look like ? what you wear ? how smart you are ? it shouldnt matter . all that matter is having a house , close friends , and a family who love and care about who you are . dont bother what other people think , i know its hard to not care what other people think about you but it shouldnt matter .

love , lex (:

color splash .

[www.photobucket.com]

summer = l o v e .

i wish it was summer everyday , literally everyday . summers filled with breaking the rules and standing apart , ignoring your head & following your heart .
the formula of summer :

bestfriends
night games
biking
truth or dare
& swimming



but theres one piece missing , that one special guy that you want to spend everyday with this summer . hopefully this IS the summer of summer crushes .

make this a summer to remember . (:

love , lex
[ & props to carly ]

california girls .

"sun kissed skin, so hot we'll melt your popsicle" (:
summer is just around the corner , cant wait !

love me or hate me .

ive been dealing a lot with friendships . it seems to me that sixth & seventh were the easy life , what happened in eighth ? for a second i totally loose my friendships just a second in a day but seems like a life long heartbreak . everythings been tough and im learning to deal with it . people get mad at you for no reason which really doesnt make any sense to me at all . ive realized that these people have nothing to do but bring people down , its like the only thing they can do in their spare time . it seems like im the only one so emotional about all of this D R A M A . I am probably the most emotional person , ever . I cry not only during sad movies but movie trailers ! ive lost too many friendships to people I dont even know anymore . maybe its just one of those signs you get once in a while that its time to move on , to find friends who have the same interests as you . why does this happen ? maybe its a stepping stone in everyones life , one of lifes struggles that it just handed to you without knowing . everything happens for a reason so they say . ive learned that you just have to get through it and not let it consume who you really are .
love , lex .

you wear designer shades just to hide your face .

this year ive noticed a lot , and not just those noticeable things . ive noticed that no one is themselves , well rarely anyone . of course like any other middle school we have cliques . one clique is major rich , im talking their socks & pencils are from Juicy Couture and I think that no one should be pressured to wear a certain thing to [belong] . ive been there and done that trying to be someone im not , and it never works out . I know a lot of girls including myself who have tried to change to get a boy to like them , yeah I wouldnt take that step in your eighth grade year or ever . because anyone boys or girls should like you for who you are . so stop trying to belong and be yourself . ive learned to take my own advice . see what happens (:

L E X

well here it goes , my attempt of a blog .
im alexa pudil (:
first off everyone says my last name wrong is pudil (pudge-el) not (poodle) or (puddle) you pronounce it like theres a G .
im shy , you have to get to know me to know what im really like though (:
music is my whole entire life .
im extremely into photography .
im myself , i dont copy others .
taylor swift is my idol .
im no girly girl .
athletic is my middle name - i currently play lacrosse & love basketball .
i am super close to my family .
guilty pleasure #1 ; nike shoes & skater shoes (:
neon colors .
love these guys & their music : 3oh!3
sunshine .
im not perfect .
im alexa pudil (:
and lets hope this blog goes well .